Friday, April 18, 2003

Hey. Yesterday really spiced up. haha. rals and me decided to go rent movies at Blockbuster and buy lots of soda (so we can stay awake) at 10 last night. First we went to get gas and we washed Phillip Toyota Camry's windows. LoL. Rals doesnt know how to wash windows. At Blockbuster we rented "White Oleander," "Roger Dodger," and "The Secretary." Rals bought this big bottle of Diet Coke. We watched "White Oleander" first...it was an awesome movie. It had Raleigh's new man, Patrick Fugit, in it. Then we went to watch "Rodger Dodger" but my DVD player on my comp didnt wanna play it, so we talked for like 2 hours instead. We were all hyper and Rals had drank more than half of the soda so we popped in "The Secretary" which was one hella weird movie. We watched a little less than 1/3 of it and decided to go to bed (4 am). We woke up at 8:30, and Rals went to Vons to buy ____ and Soy milk. I took a shower while she was gone, and we watched more of "the Secretary" and decided to take a nap (10 am). we woke up about 1:30 and finished "the Secretary" and went downstairs to watch "Rodger Dodger." Andrea came over for awhile just before Rals left, and then Andrea left. I jus gave the dog a bath, and am contemplating doing Resnik hw. eh.

"Crawl" - Alkaline Trio

Waking up zeroed in on medicine
Am I waking up at all today
Seeing lights, feeling pain
There's my cure on ice
I can walk but I will crawl there
I will crawl there

Sitting straight, feeling faint
An exhausted smile screens my words
But I will hear them
Here's a phrase that we all know
But I can't make sense
I don't know words but I will hear them
I still hear them

Never ran away for the sake of scars
Tried not to move but she was armed
And shots were fired
Now a hole in the head of this wounded liar
Never had a drink that I didn't like
Got a taste of you, threw up all night
I got more sick
With every sour second rate kiss
Everything I never would miss again

Now I dont know, now I don't know, I don't know who your boyfriend is
I don't know, now i don't know, I don't know who your boyfriend is
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know who your boyfriend is
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know who your boyfriend is
I don't know
~me~ at 7:16 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2003

Hey there. hows it going. yes im happy cuz Raleigh came to visit me. my life isnt so boring after all. today was kinda blah, i had a headache half the day, and Adelphia broke earlier. hahaha. so Tim called the people and they fixed it. Adrian came and picked up his keys, and then went bowling. hahaha. wonder if David was working? Anyways, imma go cuz Raleigh is a dumb whore =).
~me~ at 7:59 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

wow. well um, this has been an exciting 2 days! (sarcastic) hahaha. Last night i had an interesting convo w/ adrian and yeah...hahaha. I dunno. i kinda got scared (hehe) and being the spaz i am, switched SN's. I talked to scott, my buddy, who talked to adrian. yeah--disappointing results, but i think imma do okay. its weird, i still like him i think, but not as much as before. in a way, i feel like a heavy weight has been lifted off of me (thanx to scott), but another one put in its place. i hope he doesnt get all weird. please dont get weird :/ i dunno...too many emotions that i cannot explain without sounding completely crazy. i hate this time of month...haha. im glad im not in school, i dunt wanna cry in Resnik's class again. stupid chocolate milk. Key lub had another EXCITING assignment today: clean up ghetto PHS. WOO HOO! lol. it was intersting, we kinda tore up the quad. after that i came home and met up with Tim and Mary, and we were supposed to go to Adrian's house again, but he didnt respond to my IM. I still have your keys freak! I guess Rals comes home today from Kansas. WOOPIE! maybe she'll spice up and fix my blah spring break. crazy ass bitch...well imma go be bored sum more...i'll post sum more later if anything interesting happens.

"For You To Notice..." - Dashboard Confessional

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time
you'd need me
I'd be there every time...
But for now I'll look so longingly
waiting...
For you to want me, for you need me, for you to notice me

~me~ at 2:47 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2003

wow. this looks a LOT better. thanx jos...for nothing! naw, im just kidding. Anywho, um i got it all set up and i experimented with html (some crazy shit) and yeah, im proud of myself. Still needs a bit of work, but its coming along. Anyways, um, i did a whole lot of nothing today: went to Adrian's house and watched Tim finish up with his computer. We got Subway and i chowed down big time, but Im still stuffed even though it was like 8 horas ago. Went back to Adrian's house, and after watchin McGyver, me and Mary were forced to go get his dad's taxes or sumthing, so we sat in the car for what seemed like forever. haha. we're dorks cuz we thought sumbody reached into the truck and took the keys (long story). haha. After Adrian dropped me and Mary off, i realized i had his house keys (oops =P) we went to Tim's and i met up with Andrea. haha. i think im like part of her family now, haha, after witnessing a big family drama. WOO-HOO! that was my day. imma gunna get ready to go to skool tomorrow for ghetto ass key club. *waaaah*
~me~ at 8:47 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2003

okai...hey there. Im bored and i dunt wanna go to bed just yet, so imma see what this blog craze is all about. Well yeah, this is my first post and i dunno what to say, and i dunno how to work this bitch, so imma figure it out now. kai. buh-bye.
~me~ at 11:47 PM